I went to NC this morning with my friend, Ej. She introduced me to her coach, Miss O, who’s a dietitian/ nutritionist. Miss O gave me survey questions and I answered them right away. Afterwards, she measured my height and weight. I was shocked when she said that my current weight is 105 lbs…
Today I will do my best. If I have a good day, I will be proud of myself. If I have a bad day, I will not dwell on it, I will forgive myself, I will put it behind me and I will continue to move forward in my recovery
I no longer have the energy for meaningless friendships, forced interactions or unnecessary conversations. If we don’t vibrate on the same frequency there’s just no reason for us to waste our time. I’d rather have no one and wait for substance than to not feel someone and fake the funk.
In the end, our lives belong to us, and I can not afford to dwell on other people’s wishes and longings for what I do with mine. At the end of the day, I am the one that needs to happy with my choices; we should not let our souls be bound to other people’s desires.